hi guys ! wow...haven't updated in ages..hm well that's it ! byee [=

-Bettina

So I need to vent.

Ugh, today. First off I wake up to bitching from my mother about my room..and blah blah blah. It's like okay look if you really hate it that much, don't come in here. Really not that difficult. Same with my fucking bathroom. She uses MY bathroom everyday to do her hair and whatnot, but of course it's ALL my fault as to why the counter is a little untidy. Whatever. Okay then it rains today. What a freaking way to start the day off when you aren't really expecting it. I got a ride to school from my dad, which was decent so I didn't have to sit on a bus for like 30 minutes just to get to a school that's less than 10 minutes away from my damn house. I get to school..and eh it's fine, not a big a deal today. We had the VAPA (Visual & Performing Arts Assembly) assembly at LJ today and it was actually pretty nice. I was like waiting the whole time to see the hip hop class come out and do a performance 'cause most of the time they're actually pretty nice, but I was let down. =(. Rest of the day rolls on..fairly okay day. Okay I get home and this is when it all turns to shambles. No one is really online or w/e..and Juan Mario was I 'ono..out or whatever, so I took some advantage and decided to nap. Maybe around 5:15 - 5:20, my dad walks in my room as I'm napping and starts ranting and raving about my room being "dirty". Okay now maybe it's just me..but since when are ONE pair of shoes put together by the wall..a sweater..and me laying in my bed.."dirty?" Pretty fucking ridiculous I must say especially when this morning after being bitched at by my mom, I cleaned my fucking room. Then my dad bitches about me leaving my bed undone. GOD. That is THE most annoying shit fucking ever. I've never seen anyone get so fucking emotional over an UNMADE bed that isn't even THEIR's. What's worse, is my dad is the laziest indivual when it comes to cleaning. He does nothing. No, I'm not exaggerating, he does NOTHING. He doesn't do any dishes. In my lifetime I swear to you he's done 3 dishes. THREE. He doesn't wash his own clothing..he doesn't put ANYTHING away. NOTHING. Mother..fucking..NOTHING. But he is of course the VERY FIRST one to sit there and have the fucking audactiy to bitch when the house is somewhat untidy. Wtf? hypocricy at it's fucking worst dude. On top of all this cleaning bullshit, my older sister is gone. So more chores on me. My parents presume to seriously think that because a maid comes TWO times a month, that because of  that I have NO reason to bitch. Well excuse me there's about 30 fucking days in one month okay. How about she cleans the other 28 days and I do the two days.? God. Anyways, he bitches about my room and tells me to wash clothes. Okay is he stupid? Did he not see me washing clothes this fucking morning when before I left for school? He then presumes to tell my mom after I'm trying to defend myself by telling her I was washing clothing before he started ranting, that I barely started JUST then when he was bitching. Fucking bullshit. He tells me to bequiet which is even worse, because I fucking knew he was wrong man. My mom offers to take me driving, he tells her no because I have to clean. I'm like you know what..wtf ever and go to my room. She tells me to go anyway and because I was so pissed I made the stupidest mistakes. God. I get home..and I call Juan Mario..and he doesn't pick up. That doesn't add to my anger..it's just more detail added to this useless entry. Anyways, that's it. I needed to vent, and now I'm finished.

as you can see i'm a very avid xanga updater. yay for me!

this weekend totally deserves an update [=

it all started on..okay saturday morning! i wake up WAY too freaking early because i was SO excited about taking the SAT'. YAY. ugh i got up..got ready and left for goldenwest. the longest most painful 4 hours of my life. two 5-minute breaks in 4 freaking hours. just wtf was that? my god! i got home where my lovely boyfriend and his dapper homie greg were there [=! i was too exhausted to even act excited and it was effin' hot. but i REALLY was happy to see them both [=. we hung for a bit then eventually kayla headed over and we chilled for a few. i took a much needed shower and actually humanized my appereance to resemble a female of SOME kind. we walked to starbucks then to a park and then back home. stayed out for like 2-3 hours. 'twas fun [=. then we ate and whatnot and got ready to go to the club remix thing hosted at rollertowne. we all got in safe and sound. it was awesome. FREAKING HOT, but awesome [=. got home like around 1:10 am and was exhausted to the 10th power. my wonderful bf gave me an excellent massage so that was great. i got about oh..3 hours of sleep. got up at 6 something and woke up juan mario everett II. spent the morning chillin'. i got my much needed kisses and just had an overall lovely weekend with him [=.

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i kind of miss xanga.

weird.

-Bettina

LONG time no update!

Well it's been a while since I've been on here. My new addiction is now mysapce, but don't fear xanga I'm here for you [=. Not much has honestly gone on it's just been one of those times where everything is eh ok you can say. I'm beginning to study for my SAT's everyday because I take them March 12th! I went Winter Formal with Blackie and it was sooo awesome! That night was honestly perfection. He looked awesome in his suit and I have to say I didn't look half bad in my dress either =P. I saw a lot of friends which I loved! Three days after formal it was Blackie and I's 8-month anniversary =). Can't believe it's still going..but it is! My grades came in..and they weren't too bad actually: 4 B's and 2 A's. =), but this time around i'm aiming for at least 4 A's! =]! Well this saturday is "MORP" at Mt.Whitney so I might check that out! <3 everyone! Feed Me Comments!! peace!

-Bettina